Bright Eyes (Rest In Peace)

[stupidxgirl]

A/n: I knew I had to find a way to write my feelings down about my friend dying, but it honestly wasn't working. I finally got this out, it may not be the best, but it is honestly one of the hardest things I've had to write in my life. So all things considered, I tried my best


My god, I wish I was
special enough to see you
now that your so far
away from this world.

I wish I could tell you
"it's okay we faught,
it's okay, damn it, (it will always
be okay,) and I forgive you."

But honestly
I never needed
to forgive you-
we were always too
younge to know any better-
You were sweet
and so god damn strong,
the whole world
could love you
if they got the chance.

Bright eyes,
I still hold on
to your smile.

And I wish I was
special enough to reach
the level you're at now,
with all your peace in hand.

I wish I could tell you,
"it's all over now honey,
but everyone misses you,
please remember us up there."

But I know I wont have to,
no one ever needed
to remind you to care
about the people around you.
and no one needs to
tell you now that
we're still here
missing your memory
but cradeling the
hope of seeing you again.

Yes bright eyes,
I still hold on
to your smile.

(Rest in peace
sweet dreamer.)

[Laura]

"You were sweet
and so god damn strong"

--I liked this

"Bright eyes,
I still hold on
to your smile."

--I can almost hear this being said at a funeral in that sad but hopeful way ... it's melancholy but wishful, very good!

This was good ... I know it's hard to lose someone and how difficult it is to put it in words. Nothing can ever justify what you're feeling and nothing anyone can say can make you feel any better ... but we all get through it.