Post by QueenPaige4 on Jan 17, 2006 14:50:57 GMT -6
I look around my room
waiting for the image of you to float away
I'm sick of this pain that you give to me
to just make me mad
And it's so stupid
the way you chose him over me
I will always be here
he, on the other hand won't
So how come you're so blind
and how come you're doing this to me
You are ripping me apart
Like a bear does to a fish
And all I was to you was a rug,
a shoulder to cry on
Don't come crying to me
when everything doesn't work out as planned,
When your world falls apart
You see this gun, this knife, this pen
I would do anything to save your life
I know ridiculous right?
Pathetic, stupid and blind?
Is this what you think?
I call it being a good friend
Something you aren't good at
You take advantage of our friendship
And oh my god
I love you like a sister
You treat me like a fool but I'm not
I'm a victim, a scapegoat to all of you
Someone to blame your problems on
so you can feel better
So here I am
the one person you could careless about
The one person that you call because you're bored
I call you because you're my friend
And I don't know why I put up with this
every time we speak
I'm getting sick of it
I'll tell you when our friendship starts dying
Just like these yellow roses
They sit in the dark, alone because
their friend, the sun betrayed them
And I'm feeling like you're betraying me for a boy
A boy who won't be there for you all the time
What is your definition of a best friend?
Somehow I don't think it's a good one
This makes me sad, mad and kind of glad
because you meant everything to me
You were to only real person I could relate to
And you are throwing it all away
Dumping me for your boyfriend,
Your school friends, and your ex-boyfriend
What the heck is wrong with you?
And I don't have as many friends as my family thinks
but the few I do have are my closest
And you were one of the few
So this is a goodbye
No more pain from you
I'm better off alone anyway.
waiting for the image of you to float away
I'm sick of this pain that you give to me
to just make me mad
And it's so stupid
the way you chose him over me
I will always be here
he, on the other hand won't
So how come you're so blind
and how come you're doing this to me
You are ripping me apart
Like a bear does to a fish
And all I was to you was a rug,
a shoulder to cry on
Don't come crying to me
when everything doesn't work out as planned,
When your world falls apart
You see this gun, this knife, this pen
I would do anything to save your life
I know ridiculous right?
Pathetic, stupid and blind?
Is this what you think?
I call it being a good friend
Something you aren't good at
You take advantage of our friendship
And oh my god
I love you like a sister
You treat me like a fool but I'm not
I'm a victim, a scapegoat to all of you
Someone to blame your problems on
so you can feel better
So here I am
the one person you could careless about
The one person that you call because you're bored
I call you because you're my friend
And I don't know why I put up with this
every time we speak
I'm getting sick of it
I'll tell you when our friendship starts dying
Just like these yellow roses
They sit in the dark, alone because
their friend, the sun betrayed them
And I'm feeling like you're betraying me for a boy
A boy who won't be there for you all the time
What is your definition of a best friend?
Somehow I don't think it's a good one
This makes me sad, mad and kind of glad
because you meant everything to me
You were to only real person I could relate to
And you are throwing it all away
Dumping me for your boyfriend,
Your school friends, and your ex-boyfriend
What the heck is wrong with you?
And I don't have as many friends as my family thinks
but the few I do have are my closest
And you were one of the few
So this is a goodbye
No more pain from you
I'm better off alone anyway.