Holding Back the Heart

[Widow]

I once had a tendency to hold back.
To hold back everything that went through my.
Through my mind, heart, and soul.
Through my eyes, mouth, and ears.
My feelings were even too weak to fight me.
Then one day, it all changed.
I met someone and he made me think.
Everyone but me thought he was wierd; and it was okay.
He was mine to care for.
Bringing me to a new light of inspiration, I gladly fell under his wing.
All in all, he taught me not to hold back.
Then he disappeared, left me alone in this cold world; and I regretted.
I became a part of reality again.
I held it all back again.
Then another day, I met someone new.
He made me think, too.
He also made me worry.
I didn't want the wprry, just the pensiveness.
Then I spoke through the written word.
And I held back no more.
He also made me depressed.
I had soemthing to admit.
I then spoke through the written word, again.
And I hold back no more.
Here, I'm living and worrying.
Worrying about the 'What if...' that could show up.
Thinking about 'Should I?...'.
I refuse to down regretting again.
No more will I regret an unspoken word.
And I hold back no more.

[Laura]

"No more will I regret an unspoken word"

--I love this line because I can relate ... I won't ramble though, don't worry. Is this:

"went through my."

--supposed to be me? Remember to read over because there are a lot of spelling errors in this one.

[thecrazybeautiful]

"Bringing me to a new light of inspiration"

Inspiration, inspiration, I'm getting tired of guys bringing me inspiration. No, not really... I liked that part.

"No more will I regret an unspoken word."

That part as well.