FRIEND'S SACRIFICE
I see nothing but tears
All I have heard for hours are nothing but failures
That just knock me to hell and back to reality
All I ask is that all the pain
That I suffer everyday from my daily work
Is that the person longed for
To no longer rip my heart in half
Because every step he makes me hurt
Everything he is and everything I wanted us to be
I don't want it no more
I tried so hard to keep him happy by keeping him company
While I put my heart in jeopardy
I know he wants to be friends but I don't know if I can give him that
I know I have been but there's that feeling where I can't deny my heart forever
Look where it's got me I'm mad practically everyday
I don't feel human because my temper goes sky high
But yet in the end I still think about
How I'm not good enough for him
He's my friend I'll give him that
But there's still that one feeling I'll never let go of
And don't know if I can
He hurt me, I know
But what can you do?
When you feel as though this person is closer to you
Than anyone in the world probably knowning you inside and out without saying a thing
****Also, if you think the title doesn't fit the poem I wouldn't mind some suggestions....cause this is just something that just came to me and I just felt writing it down so it isn't nameless. thanks.****