Post by Angelamongsociety on Oct 30, 2005 10:05:59 GMT -6
My whole world was falling apart and they didn’t tell me much of what was happening. Any time I asked something, they would always say Your not old enough or Not now. They think that I can’t hear them talk in the middle of the night when they think I am asleep. I hear everything. I know that poppa still isn’t well, Hittler is getting stronger and stronger. He keeps taking over more and more countries. Just like my Austria. The twins have no idea that they were captured. How could they keep that away from them? Oh how I wish I could see my brothers again. Just for a little while. But “No!” They say, “It isn’t safe yet, you have to wait.” I am so sick of waiting. I want my family back. And Emma, sweet little Emma. How could she be so stupid as to want to come and save me. Why? It all just doesn’t make sence, She is still young and has to much to live for. What is she dies? No ..... I musn’t think like that. She will be fine, Elisabeth too, and we can all sit together and braid hair, play with dolls and talk about America together. Oh momma and poppa, please get home soon. I miss you so much. I promise I will be a good girl, just come back home ..... please. love you and I am afraid. I am not strong enough to be here with out you. I close my diary and just sit and cry. I wish all this would stop right now. I closeed my eyes and prayed that when I opened them, it would all have been a dream and I would be back with my family. I open them and see that I am still in Emma's room and my hair is still light brown. like Emma's. Oh oh I long to be Sophia again.
Sorry it's so sort. I need to finish it. There is still a few more chapters left, ;D
Sorry it's so sort. I need to finish it. There is still a few more chapters left, ;D
C'mon... let something good happen! [/glow]