Usual Indecisiveness

[Sharon]

Like many jagged little blades piercing
through the softest part of me,
You won't let go oh no -
the one that can't let go is me.
Hanging on to this something
something that isn't meant to be
why can't I find the strength to not care
why do I let you have this power over me
Can it really hurt more than this?
Have I got anything to lose?
To be with you or to not be with you
Why is it so hard to choose?

as I write these words
each letter complimenting the pain
I don't know why
it doesn't make sense
but I just keep on writing
seeming to relish this ache again
...and again.

[Absinthe]

I liked that Sharon. It's raw and pure....maybe not the most wonderful technically, but great in its own way. I know the feeling. I so wish I didn't but I do and I wish you didn't either. Glad to see you writing again.

[Sharon]

pseudojuliet said:

I liked that Sharon. It's raw and pure....maybe not the most wonderful technically, but great in its own way. I know the feeling. I so wish I didn't but I do and I wish you didn't either. Glad to see you writing again.

Thanks - yeah... it's been a while huh?

[suicidetank]

love lost is a love worth losing

[Sharon]

Gosh it's been so long since I wrote this one... Looking back I actually really like how it turned out!