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Post by Laura on Nov 21, 2005 17:55:03 GMT -6
a/n: this was written because at work, people are always telling me to smile. I am getting sick of it. This is not my best but I can never write well when I'm frustrated.
If It Would Kill You, I'd Smile
you say: "you look sad" I said: "that's just the way I look" and you put on a smile - I know you didn't mean it it's as plain as my left hand and it's never been kissed or ringed.
you say: "you look sick" I said: "my mind might be" then I muffled a "f**k*r" does the way I act around you frustrate you?
I wonder if my footsteps travel your back and break the pieces of spine that are loosely screwed I wonder if my weight could break it all together
it's hard to understand why you don't understand I do not want to be bouncy full of life and glowing I don't want happy to spell itself out on my forehead shading what really goes on behind my eyes
I just want to rip my hair out, what's left and if I wanted your opinion, I would blush but I don't express any emotions I wonder if you should get the signals my mind is pushing through your body
all this and all I want to tell you is: "don't tell me to smile" I don't want to for you.
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Post by kissmedeadly on Nov 22, 2005 23:16:06 GMT -6
I really liked this. I'm sorry you're frustrated. It happens to the best of us. <3
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Post by Only Me on Nov 28, 2005 15:29:23 GMT -6
WOW! omg! my life spelt out... ok so now not so much... but when i was involved in this thing that i was invovled (I won't get into the nitty gritty details) I was never happy and no one understood... so I led my life one day at a time wishing and hoping that one day people would stop telling me to smile when my heart was telling me that I was not happy enough to smile... anyways... "I do not want to be bouncy full of life and glowing I don't want happy to spell itself out on my forehead shading what really goes on behind my eyes" I LOVE IT!
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Post by xxdarkxangelxx on Dec 3, 2005 19:02:32 GMT -6
I really liked the ending. Its exactly how I feel most of the time but in words.
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