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Post by Samccaleb on Sept 10, 2005 22:52:37 GMT -6
I wait quietly, Patiently, For my turn, Hoping that eventually Somone will pay attention to me, The silent one. I attempt to scream, But nothing comes out. I try again and again, But I have no voice. I am simply not heard, So I jump and wave At people trying to catch their eye. I am not seen either, So I stop and fade, Fade into darkness, Like a ghost, And like a ghost, I am gone.
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Post by Only Me on Sept 11, 2005 12:31:38 GMT -6
You are the quiet one aren't you? I never really put much thought into it... but yea... you truly are... "So I stop and fade, Fade into darkness, Like a ghost, And like a ghost, I am gone. " I love that!
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Post by Samccaleb on Sept 11, 2005 22:49:02 GMT -6
Every once in a while I write something that even I dont know where it comes from but that particular on was written on a day during my senior year when everything was going wrong and it felt like no one would listen to me and I kept thinking about how the people around me would feel if I just disappeared or ran away and never came back...I felt guilty the next day for thinking about it but the thought was there none the less.
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Post by Only Me on Sept 18, 2005 11:19:13 GMT -6
yea... i truly know how that feels. There was this guy I went to school with. His name was Kevin. Know one ever really paid attenton to him, no one ver really noticed if he missed school. He never did, I know that becuase I paid attention to him. He was one of my best friends in school, but he didn't know it. He had been so used to being ignored by the time that i came around he didn't knwo why I would talk to him every day. If he was late for class, I noticed, if he missed class, I noticed. I love Kevin, he was an awesome person. But no one except me knew that becuase they didnt give him a chance to show how much of an amazing pewrson he really was. He went into the Army and even there he was ignored. I wish I knew where he was now... I miss him. I could tell him anything and he would just smile and nod. cause he was a quiet one. I don't think he ever said more than 20 words to me in school. But I loved him none the less. Just thought. Just thought I would tell you that story... maybe one day I will write a story about Kevin. I saw him a couple months after graduation and gave him a ride home and he said more to me in that short ride than he ever had in high school. I miss him...
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Post by QueenPaige4 on Sept 19, 2005 13:28:46 GMT -6
wow...you know I feel the same way sometimes. It also depends on the day I am having and how much of all my freaking friends listen to me. I actually consider some of them my friends but I'm apparently nice to everyone. Well...I think I am nice to everyone unless they get on my nerves then I crack and simply just go balistic. Look at me I'm rambiling. Anyway...that was a great poem.
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Post by Sharon on Sept 23, 2005 16:21:07 GMT -6
[glow=purple,2,300]i can definitely relate to this poem. ;D[/glow]
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Post by Samccaleb on Sept 26, 2005 15:54:16 GMT -6
it sucks doesnt it....being ignored.....if i remeber correctly...it had something to do with jenelle being a little ^&*#@ (you get the idea) and I couldnt get her to shut up for 2 seconds so that i could tell her something that was really important and I had one of those moments when you either slap her or walk away and i walked away but i didnt talk to her for a week hoping it would teach her that she needs to stop talking so much and listen a little more, but it didnt work because she started it up again and so i kinda gave up and lived with it after that....but then im usually a really laid back person...almost too laid back, just ask risa....i mean who am i today.....lol...im rambling too
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Post by Only Me on Oct 2, 2005 0:17:27 GMT -6
lol... yeah you tend to do that a lot... ramble i mean
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Post by Samccaleb on Oct 4, 2005 17:52:29 GMT -6
I wouldnt talk there buddy o' mine.....just kidding, I've never known you to ramble because thats usually my job....like first thing in the morning when we're riding to school and I just talk my fool head off.....lol you can tell me to shut up you know.
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Post by Only Me on Oct 4, 2005 23:08:03 GMT -6
lol... I get you back on the ride home usually... ha ha
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Post by Samccaleb on Nov 13, 2005 13:07:03 GMT -6
Thats true, but by then both of us are pretty tired...Its lunch time when you get me back because your just awake enough to be chatty. lol!
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Post by Laura on Nov 19, 2005 7:26:09 GMT -6
I like this:
"I am not seen either, So I stop and fade,"
--this whole thing reminds me of how I used to feel.
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