Post by QueenPaige4 on Sept 7, 2005 7:43:49 GMT -6
I stood there in front of you asking you to care
I stood there in front of you as you stared
I took that knife out of your hand and said I can do this myself
You can't kill me, I want to do it
I stood there staring at you as you yelled for me to stop
but I just stood there slashing every part of my body
Showing you the pain you've given me
And as I disappear you ask her to stay with you, to never let go because you didn't want me to let you go
You wanted me to stay but I didn't
I decided I wasn't meant to be here and be able to love you while the others watched and mocked
What I knew was true, what I knew was really
This I was feeling was real
Yes, it was real
This love I felt for you was real
It still is and now I'm gone forever
because you let me go because I let you go by dying
And somehow I still need you
I still want you but you don't know this
You never will because you are just self-centered and pig headed
You won't listen to me
I swear that day I wanted you to know everything
I wanted to call you and scream at you everything I felt
I think I hate you for what you've done, for what you've said
And I sit here writing all my feelings down because that's the only way to get them out
I would like to scream them for the world to hear but I don't think anyone really cares
I know you didn't and I know that's my weakness
Caring, I care too much and you care so little and this is tearing me apart by the seams
My wounds are re-opening because of you
Yes, this is your fault but it is also my fault for letting you continue on hurting me
but I am remaining strong by reciting all my feelings down on paper
Once my walls are built again you won't be able to tear them down
You won't be able to rip me apart every again!
I stood there in front of you as you stared
I took that knife out of your hand and said I can do this myself
You can't kill me, I want to do it
I stood there staring at you as you yelled for me to stop
but I just stood there slashing every part of my body
Showing you the pain you've given me
And as I disappear you ask her to stay with you, to never let go because you didn't want me to let you go
You wanted me to stay but I didn't
I decided I wasn't meant to be here and be able to love you while the others watched and mocked
What I knew was true, what I knew was really
This I was feeling was real
Yes, it was real
This love I felt for you was real
It still is and now I'm gone forever
because you let me go because I let you go by dying
And somehow I still need you
I still want you but you don't know this
You never will because you are just self-centered and pig headed
You won't listen to me
I swear that day I wanted you to know everything
I wanted to call you and scream at you everything I felt
I think I hate you for what you've done, for what you've said
And I sit here writing all my feelings down because that's the only way to get them out
I would like to scream them for the world to hear but I don't think anyone really cares
I know you didn't and I know that's my weakness
Caring, I care too much and you care so little and this is tearing me apart by the seams
My wounds are re-opening because of you
Yes, this is your fault but it is also my fault for letting you continue on hurting me
but I am remaining strong by reciting all my feelings down on paper
Once my walls are built again you won't be able to tear them down
You won't be able to rip me apart every again!