Post by QueenPaige4 on Jul 5, 2005 13:40:42 GMT -6
Maybe I'm a little overwhelmed
and maybe you don't care
Well I don't care
so that makes two of us
Now I'm saying goodbye
to the girl in the memories
of my dads life
The girl that tried to be
everything her dad wanted her to be
but as the girl moved on and grew up
She changed into someone she likes to be
and she's not going to be perfect for you
This girl is me and I'm not changing
Nope, not for you
I'm being me like mom said
I should be who I want since it makes me happy
Yep and you're bringing me down
so far down
Why must you do this to me?
Every time I did something
wrong you'd yell at me
and you'd refuse to believe anything
And maybe I'm a little disturbing
So what as long as I'm happy
but that's the thing
I'm happy to be myself
but I'm not happy about my life
and I've been found
torned, tattered, and broken in a million pieces
I'm left on the table of fake smiles
to be put back together
Maybe I'm a little upset
because of the things you say to me
Death is written all over my walls
and blood is covering my knife and face
For once I solved a problem
but I knew what I did was wrong
and I ended up going to jail
Because I confessed
I told them I killed you
and everyone else who I hated
because they hurt me
I told them I went insane and nearly killed myself
Then they said maybe you're crazy
and you shouldn't be in jail
but in an insane asylum
and that's when I realized
Maybe I did this for a good thing
and I should be locked away, never to be out
Maybe just maybe I should be in a straight jacket
After all I'm a danger to myself and others
Ever since I've been in this place I call home
All my friends who cared visited me
because they love me
And when the man I love saw me like this
he never returned for he couldn't see me
in a place he once was in, last I knew
he became a poet
and then I died of loneliness
and maybe you don't care
Well I don't care
so that makes two of us
Now I'm saying goodbye
to the girl in the memories
of my dads life
The girl that tried to be
everything her dad wanted her to be
but as the girl moved on and grew up
She changed into someone she likes to be
and she's not going to be perfect for you
This girl is me and I'm not changing
Nope, not for you
I'm being me like mom said
I should be who I want since it makes me happy
Yep and you're bringing me down
so far down
Why must you do this to me?
Every time I did something
wrong you'd yell at me
and you'd refuse to believe anything
And maybe I'm a little disturbing
So what as long as I'm happy
but that's the thing
I'm happy to be myself
but I'm not happy about my life
and I've been found
torned, tattered, and broken in a million pieces
I'm left on the table of fake smiles
to be put back together
Maybe I'm a little upset
because of the things you say to me
Death is written all over my walls
and blood is covering my knife and face
For once I solved a problem
but I knew what I did was wrong
and I ended up going to jail
Because I confessed
I told them I killed you
and everyone else who I hated
because they hurt me
I told them I went insane and nearly killed myself
Then they said maybe you're crazy
and you shouldn't be in jail
but in an insane asylum
and that's when I realized
Maybe I did this for a good thing
and I should be locked away, never to be out
Maybe just maybe I should be in a straight jacket
After all I'm a danger to myself and others
Ever since I've been in this place I call home
All my friends who cared visited me
because they love me
And when the man I love saw me like this
he never returned for he couldn't see me
in a place he once was in, last I knew
he became a poet
and then I died of loneliness