Post by QueenPaige4 on Jun 18, 2005 18:06:24 GMT -6
Look down on the ground
I see a razor
I once knew the smile
that is lost in these depressing eyes
Oh, a broken smile
a broken heart
a mistake unfixable
Everything is
not wanting to be here alive
Breathing, why?
Not crying, I wish I was
Responsible for my actions
God damn, I'm so fed
up and my parents aren't making this easy
Deep breaths
Deep cuts
Deep...sighs
Feeling hurt and lost
Wanting to be with him
the one I love
the one I didn't listen to
when he told me not to do anything stupid
I can't do anything right
I somehow know you care
but I'm not dumping him
I love him
And you're a bad influence
I thought you were
glad I had a boyfriend
but now it's changing
You're saying no
while I'm crying
And I'm wanting to die
right in front of your eyes
Suddenly these tears have stopped falling
And this cloud passed by
while this storm rolls on by
Not stopping to destroy my world
Since my world is already destroyed
by you and the many things you did to me
Gosh, I'm so stupid
I can't believe I really thought
you were always going to be
there for me
But you're pushing me away
as I say I love you
and I want you to stay
to be with me
But all I can see is the storm rolling back
to come and destroy my world more
Kinda like you did
but you never cared if you hurt me
You just saw right through me
with this fake smile
and stupid laugh
Scares everywhere on my arms
Don't you see I can no longer
love who you are
and Mom I can see right
through your fake smiles
I don't like who you've become
I liked you before when
she wasn't around
You've changed
You aren't happy
Don't you know I see right
through your I'm fines
and your it was okay's
I wish you knew what it was like to be happy
As the sky clears up
I look up and hope
tomorrow is a better day
but if not
bring on the rain anyway
I see a razor
I once knew the smile
that is lost in these depressing eyes
Oh, a broken smile
a broken heart
a mistake unfixable
Everything is
not wanting to be here alive
Breathing, why?
Not crying, I wish I was
Responsible for my actions
God damn, I'm so fed
up and my parents aren't making this easy
Deep breaths
Deep cuts
Deep...sighs
Feeling hurt and lost
Wanting to be with him
the one I love
the one I didn't listen to
when he told me not to do anything stupid
I can't do anything right
I somehow know you care
but I'm not dumping him
I love him
And you're a bad influence
I thought you were
glad I had a boyfriend
but now it's changing
You're saying no
while I'm crying
And I'm wanting to die
right in front of your eyes
Suddenly these tears have stopped falling
And this cloud passed by
while this storm rolls on by
Not stopping to destroy my world
Since my world is already destroyed
by you and the many things you did to me
Gosh, I'm so stupid
I can't believe I really thought
you were always going to be
there for me
But you're pushing me away
as I say I love you
and I want you to stay
to be with me
But all I can see is the storm rolling back
to come and destroy my world more
Kinda like you did
but you never cared if you hurt me
You just saw right through me
with this fake smile
and stupid laugh
Scares everywhere on my arms
Don't you see I can no longer
love who you are
and Mom I can see right
through your fake smiles
I don't like who you've become
I liked you before when
she wasn't around
You've changed
You aren't happy
Don't you know I see right
through your I'm fines
and your it was okay's
I wish you knew what it was like to be happy
As the sky clears up
I look up and hope
tomorrow is a better day
but if not
bring on the rain anyway