A Series of Poems (All of My Earlier Writings)

[The Brutal Immortal]

My World

I live in a world of lies,
never ending never pausing,
i have always wondered,
why we made it like this

if we would help one person,
than we can make all the difference.
just to tell one person the truth,
And help them change who they are.

help one person to help themselves,
so they can help others.
Just change one person,
and the world will change with them.
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My Life
I am surrounded by a crowd of people,
yet none are looking for me.
they move and shove me,
as if i dont exist.

sometimes i wish i dont,
For if i didn't,
i wouldnt have to feel this unknown pain,
for it is slowly destroying me.

i still know not what this pain is,
but i do know the cure.
the cure is magical,
the cure is you.

If i want to heal my pain,
i look into your eyes,
and see what can be,
and not what is.

this is the reason,
that i was blinded,
to what would really happen,
and also why you left.

eveyone saw me as a freak,
and treated me just the same.
but not you,
you were different.

you didn;t mock me and run,
as all others did,
you came and talked to me,
and that finally opened my heart.

the minute i saw your beauty,
i hid from your eyes,
but you came and talked to me,
while others simply laughed.

i loved you with all my heart,
until i found out the news,
you couldnt stand me,
but i was blinded to your hate.

so this time you did what you always wanted,
because you couldn't stand me,
so you ran for shelter.
i tried to follow,but you got away.

After you left,
i cried forever,
until i found out you never liked me.
i never liked you either, i loved you.

I realized you weren't coming back,
so i shall forever miss you,
and always hope beyond hope,
you'll come back to me.
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Myself
I am what i am,
and that is all i am,
for if i am more than i am,
i am not me.
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Love
Love is an eternal flame,
that will forever burn,
engulfing my soul,
leaving me in eternal pain.

my soul was healed,
the day we met,
i thought i knew you,
and that is somthing i will forever regret.
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Dread
My heart id filled with dread,
i thought that you were dead,
i found out you were not,
i had just forgot.

i realized my mistake,
but it was a little too late,
you met someone,
and i had already met a gun.

[NotSoPerfect]

I just love going back and reading all of my old stuff... thanks for sharing. You seem like quite the romantic.

[The Brutal Immortal]

i am, but looking at me you wouldnt guess, or that i go through all the things i write about. but i actually lived through almost everything i write about, except for only two i can think of.

[NotSoPerfect]

You must lead a pretty exciting life, then. I rarely live what I write, but then again, I write stories for the most part.

[The Brutal Immortal]

yea, ive lived in louisiana all my life, so three of them, Dread, Retaliation, and Your Voice, arent from real life experiences, but all my others are, that i can think of at this moment.