8/4/09

[QueenPaige4]

Have you ever felt so broken that even the dullest knife could rip your guts out?
Have you ever felt so alone that not even your boyfriend could make everything better?
Have you ever felt so torn apart that not even a magician could repair you?
Have you ever felt like everyone who was supposed to be your friend has in some way or another torn you apart and left you
unfixable
untraceable
and somehow made you feeling unworthy?
I've flipped through the pages of my life
I've always thought I'd have at least one best friend for life
I guess I've lied to myself yet again
Have you ever felt like you just wished you were the prettiest, smartest girl in the world?
Oh wait a minute, I am
pretty
smart
and nice
And you don't have to be the prettiest or smartest girl in the world
In fact, there's no such thing
Because that kind of judgment is very cloudy
I just have to remember having friends isn't everything
And maybe, I can live my life with the most amazing friend I've ever had,
My Boyfriend.



Note: This one I feel doesn't really have a specific genre to be put in. Also, It's very hard for me to explain what was going through my head at this moment. And yes, I'm back

[Absinthe]

The use of the word "bestest" really bothers me. Its not a real word and so it bugs me to see it outside of anything whimsical or fantastic.

[QueenPaige4]

I modified it.