Post by QueenPaige4 on Jul 22, 2008 23:08:25 GMT -6
It’s hard to let go of someone who means so much to you
Who you know is the one for you
It’s hard to pretend it doesn’t bother you
And everything’s okay
Sure, someday it’ll be okay
But that day isn’t coming anytime soon.
I’m not sure how my life is going to be without him.
Maybe being without him won’t last so long.
I love him more than anything
I miss him more than you know
He completes me
And now that he’s gone I feel completely incomplete.
Every minute I’m without him, I’m a complete mess.
I can’t stop thinking about him
And the last two days are circling in my head.
His body and mine fit perfectly together
And now the perfect has been unraveled
Like a string off of a shirt
Or a ribbon that’s really old.
It’s hard to think of my life without him
It makes me want to cry some more.
I hate being unhappy
And he would have saved me.
And no one is around telling me it’s okay to die
They tell me it’s not okay to die
And that it’s not worth it
That I’m a wonderful person
Then why don’t I feel like that?
Why do I feel like this is all my fault?
No one knows the answers to my questions.
So I’m writing them in the air
Hoping to get some answers some day.
Hoping I’ll be okay again.
They tell me I’ll bounce back
They tell me I always do
But what if I don’t?
What will they do?
Will they fall apart as hard as I have?
If I am at the edge, then why don’t I jump?
Maybe, I just don’t have the guts to do so.
Maybe I know that if I jump, no one will be there to catch me.
So, I fall slowly at first than faster
Hoping to hit the bottom
And maybe end it all one day.
Who you know is the one for you
It’s hard to pretend it doesn’t bother you
And everything’s okay
Sure, someday it’ll be okay
But that day isn’t coming anytime soon.
I’m not sure how my life is going to be without him.
Maybe being without him won’t last so long.
I love him more than anything
I miss him more than you know
He completes me
And now that he’s gone I feel completely incomplete.
Every minute I’m without him, I’m a complete mess.
I can’t stop thinking about him
And the last two days are circling in my head.
His body and mine fit perfectly together
And now the perfect has been unraveled
Like a string off of a shirt
Or a ribbon that’s really old.
It’s hard to think of my life without him
It makes me want to cry some more.
I hate being unhappy
And he would have saved me.
And no one is around telling me it’s okay to die
They tell me it’s not okay to die
And that it’s not worth it
That I’m a wonderful person
Then why don’t I feel like that?
Why do I feel like this is all my fault?
No one knows the answers to my questions.
So I’m writing them in the air
Hoping to get some answers some day.
Hoping I’ll be okay again.
They tell me I’ll bounce back
They tell me I always do
But what if I don’t?
What will they do?
Will they fall apart as hard as I have?
If I am at the edge, then why don’t I jump?
Maybe, I just don’t have the guts to do so.
Maybe I know that if I jump, no one will be there to catch me.
So, I fall slowly at first than faster
Hoping to hit the bottom
And maybe end it all one day.